my dad’s moving because he hasn’t made house payments in 3 months.
he can’t pay on my car, so i have to do that now.
i have no car insurance if i don’t find that soon too.
thanks, dad.
I don’t fucking understand how he can let his life get like this. GET A FUCKING JOB sdglshagsfgg T___T I can’t even describe how annoyed and angry and frustrated I am. He can fucking get married and buy cars and a huge fucking big screen and yet he can’t help my sister or even pay his own fucking house bills.
:( I loved that stupid house. I hate what it’s become to me, but I loved it while living there, and I’m never going to see it again. I don’t even know where the hell my dad’s going to live or what he’s going to do. It hurts. I have no clue how to feel or what to feel except that it all sucks. I’m moving next weekend and I can’t even enjoy thinking about that because I have to worry about everything now.
he couldn’t even CALL me to tell me. he kept sending emails with the subject “merry christmas”.
fuck you. :( fuck you.
There are no words.
I loved that house too.
Whatever, your mom’s is cooler.
Thanks, Jackie. <3
My mom’s is definitely a much happier, safer, more beautiful place. A part of me is glad I don’t have to deal with my dad’s place…but it’s really hard to deal with in general. I’ve kind of given up on my dad, and that’s a terrible feeling, but what else can I do I guess? It’s like, you can’t let someone continue to hurt everyone you love and sit there and pretend it’s okay.